simplicity..

remember when we were little and life was simple..

..when things didn't matter to us or we juss simply didn't care about them

..when things didn't affect us the way they do now

..when we didn't really feel anything

..when we would get over things in a second instead of dwelling on them hours later or burying feelings inside

i miss that..i miss simplicity..

silly me..

today i put on my glasses and my vision got super blurry..when i took them off, everything was fine..so i tried again and it was still blurry when i put them back on..i was so confused..

i then started freaking out cuz i couldn't figure out why i was seeing blurryness when i put my glasses on..

i decided to give it a break and hop in the shower..as i was showering, i was so confused why i could see so clearly..

i then realized i had my contacts in the whole time!!!

i then decided to brand myself **doofus** for the day =)

oops..

today the bf and i were hungry, yet feeling lazy so we decided to go buy one of those pizzas that you juss pop in the oven..

we brought the pizza home and he asked if we could put the cardboard in the oven..i was like 'no, of course you can't, it'll burn'

so we found an oven tray and put the pizza in the oven for 10 mins as directed..

we then took it out (with the tray) and set it on the cardboard that it came with..it didn't look ready so he told me to put it back in the oven..so i did..

5 mins later we start to smell burning..

upon opening the oven, i realized i accidentally put the cardboard in the oven along with the pizza..

oops!

at least the pizza was still good =)

A thought..

is it bad to want everything? is it bad to want the best? is it bad to want more than what you have?

Lately, i feel as if i'm asking for too much..almost to the point where i've been called selfish b/c i already have something but i want more

i've always had this issue where i strive for the best and never settle for less..i really don't know where it came from but since i was little, i've always wanted the best..and then i've worked hard to get myself there

it becomes a problem when you start to question if everything you have is not the best..luckily, i ran into this problem last year and somehow got over it..

i learnt that if you are always looking for better, you take for granted what you already have..

so maybe i should take a step back and stop looking for more..stop wanting everything..stop wanting better