juss let it be...
we all have things we don't quite like about ourselves..you know, those little flaws that we wish we could change but we can't..
my current thing i wish i would change about myself is my ability to juss let things happen without over-analyzing or rationalizing it out
for example, when something good happens, i'm happy..but then i get worried..i get worried because when too many good things happen, it's like a yellow caution tape gets wrapped around my brain that says 'something bad is gonna come along soon'
it's like when something seems so easy and you think to yourself 'it can't be this easy, what's the catch?'
i can't seem to get these thoughts out of my head long enough to enjoy the moment..instead, i am stuck in the midst of thinking about what happens next..so i can't fully live in the moment..
i wish i could..i wish i could juss let things happen..let things unfold and juss deal with them as they come without anticipating what happens next..
my current thing i wish i would change about myself is my ability to juss let things happen without over-analyzing or rationalizing it out
for example, when something good happens, i'm happy..but then i get worried..i get worried because when too many good things happen, it's like a yellow caution tape gets wrapped around my brain that says 'something bad is gonna come along soon'
it's like when something seems so easy and you think to yourself 'it can't be this easy, what's the catch?'
i can't seem to get these thoughts out of my head long enough to enjoy the moment..instead, i am stuck in the midst of thinking about what happens next..so i can't fully live in the moment..
i wish i could..i wish i could juss let things happen..let things unfold and juss deal with them as they come without anticipating what happens next..

1 Comments:
hey christobelle =]
hehe too good to be true so something bad must happen soon eh =p
If you don't want to factor blessings of God and temptations of the devil, then there's still logical reasoning that helps hehe.
Good things don't just happen to good people in a magical way. Bad things don't just happen to bad people in a magical way either. In the 'big picture' it ultimately all weighs out. But insofar as we can see in our limited time and in our limited minds and body we only see some basic elemental consequence that appear good or bad to us.
That said, I think having a good attitude and making wise choices makes a big big difference. Some bad things might not happen for hard to see reasons because we've nipped it in the bud so long ahead of time.
haha. be merry =p
don't know when this all will end...
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PlayerWon, at March 22, 2007
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