I am in such a happy place right now and i really really don't to leave or have this feeling go away this isn't to say my life isn't crazy busy or unbelievably stressful because it is..i don't think school has ever been like this for me nor has life thrown me such surprises all at once but the fact that i'm still happy must show that i am really happy.. juss happy =)
i am a planner..a thinker..i like to be organized and have things laid out..i like to be prepared and i like to know what's going to happen.. it's ironic cuz when it comes to life, i often don't know what's going to happen.. the problem is that life is different..it really is impossible to predict..and so, i've come to realize that it's okay that life surprises me..it's okay not to know what lies ahead..it's okay.. and why? well, cuz life isn't always about the results or the destiny, it's about the journey and the experiences..the moments that unexpectedly make you cry and the moments that unexpectedly make you estatically happy.. and as an outcome of this thought process, i'm planning to juss live life for the moments.. =)
is it possible to be absolutely miserable and incredibly happy at the same time? yes..as long as it's two distinct and separate things that are causing the miserableness and happiness, i think it's possible reasoning: i don't really have any actually..juss simply saying you can feel two very opposite things at the same =)
sometimes there are things that you juss aren't gonna be able to understand..things that ppl do that are juss incomprehendable to you.. it might be frustrating at times, but on the other hand, sometimes it's better if you juss accept it.. why dwell on it? especially if it's a conflict of opinions..looking beyond the current situation is important..
