struggles..
i am having a terribly difficult time balancing my life..with school taking up the vast majority of my time, i feel like i am sacrificing the things that matter to me most
it's disconcerting because i am so thankful and grateful for everything i have but it's so hard to show appreciation..it's the worst feeling in the world; you feel as guilty as hell but there is nothing you could possibly do to make it better
it's times like these when i really wish i was done school and really juss living life..that happy life where i can spend time with the people i love and juss be happy
i juss feel like it shouldn't be this hard..but then again, when i said this to a friend, much wiser and insightful than i, he said 'pssh, good things take hard work..that's what makes them so good.'
so maybe struggling is a good thing..and maybe things will get better if we get through this..i wonder if i'm still talking about the same thing now..sigh
it's disconcerting because i am so thankful and grateful for everything i have but it's so hard to show appreciation..it's the worst feeling in the world; you feel as guilty as hell but there is nothing you could possibly do to make it better
it's times like these when i really wish i was done school and really juss living life..that happy life where i can spend time with the people i love and juss be happy
i juss feel like it shouldn't be this hard..but then again, when i said this to a friend, much wiser and insightful than i, he said 'pssh, good things take hard work..that's what makes them so good.'
so maybe struggling is a good thing..and maybe things will get better if we get through this..i wonder if i'm still talking about the same thing now..sigh
posted by Christobelle at
8:25 AM
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I think I'm going to sound really pessimistic, but I think that there'll no really no opportunity for anybody to "just live life". There'll always be stress, conflicts, problems and they'll always arise when the appropriate time comes. And it's always a struggle. I sometimes feel the same way...hahahah sometimes I put all my hopes into pharmacy, and I tell myself that if I get in, then everything will be settled and life will be alright. I could then relax a bit and not worry so much about the future, and get a place of my own and live life more. But I doubt it'll be the case even if I do get in this year. So I'm just trying to make the best of what's happening right now. :D
I read somewhere that it helps if you keep a journal or something, and each night before you go to sleep, write down 3 things that you are grateful for and why. It's suppose to make ppl better optimists =) I've been doing it and it actually helps!
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