sometimes i wonder..

people say that there's no right or wrong way to live..it's what you do and how you do it..

but what you do and how you do it are based on the decisions you make..and with most decisions, there ARE right and wrong ways..so if you are using this as a basis for living, it's so contradictory..

so i think to myself, am i living the right way? well, i'm happy with who i am, i'm thankful for what i have, i'm content with where i am and i'm pleased with what i'm doing..so sure, i'm living life quite finely

but then i can't help but think..how do i know i'm actually living to my utmost potential? like how happy is my happiness? sometimes i feel like i'm juss letting everyday pass by without properly reflecting because i've settled..as a result, the little things as well as the big things are juss sort of going by..but then again, settling is nice..it's comfortable..because someone once told me that you can't live life while you are searching for better..if you do, you will never be happy nor will you be able to appreciate what you have..

i bet none of this nonsense i'm writing actually makes any sense..but it's 1:30am and i am unable to sleep so i thought i'd ramble for a bit =)