the old slash the new

it's hard to find words to say what you want to say sometimes..it's like when you're feeling so many emotions that you don't know whether to say you're happy or you're angry or you're confused..you are juss all of the above and that is the only way to describe it..

lately, i've felt a surge of overwhelming emotions..i'm living in a place that is old and familar to me yet everything seems different, sometimes in a little way, but often not..although it's the same setting, the things that were here then are no longer still here..

the upside is that i value the things that are the same more..i can take comfort in the fact that not everything is different..although that is certainly a nice feeling, i miss being in familar territory..

and along the same lines, i miss being back at school..i don't miss the school part of it at all, but i miss the city, the people and the life