Life's a blur..

it's hard to keep track of the days..mostly cuz they are repetitive but also cuz time flies

things come and go and that's it

or things happen and you enjoy the moment but then resume life

it's juss a big blur

the key to my happiness..

-being with people who make me smile =)
-talking things out
-no stress! <-- unfortunately this is not possible
-yummy comfort food

...i'm sure the list is incomplete but i have to study and sleep right now =)

when you don't know what you want..

life is really hard when you don't know what you want..

it's not that i don't have expectations..i do..i have high expectations..but at times i make exceptions and allow my high expectations to slip away..

this makes me re-evaluate them..

then i don't know what i want anymore

i think my blogs are starting to make me sound a little bipolar..hehe

new friends

so the other day, i was having a chat with a friend..a sort of recently made friend..it's kinda nice to make new friends once in a while..they give you a different perspective on things you already know about yourself

new friends also know you for who are you now..not who you used to be and not how you came to be who you are..this makes them a little less judgmental i suppose

anyways, i like my new friend cuz she takes me away from the world i feel a little stuck in..she represents the present time and a little bit of who i want to be

new friends also ask questions..this makes you think and reflect on how you got to be where you are..then it makes you question if this is where you want to be

that is a hard question